Thursday, July 14, 2011

Rest in Peace, Daddy


My dad passed away few days ago, on 11 July 2011.. I want him back so much, really.. When i go into the room, it reminds me on my dad, the moment we spend together & all memories.. I just couldn't stop thinking of him.. & I still can't believe i will never speak to him again.

My dad had been ill for some time. He was diagnosed with cancer and it really hit me hard when he started feeling unwell. I took care of him for a whole month & watched him get better and then deteriorate. It was really hard. The tears in his eyes telling me that he suffered a lot. How i wish i could share it with him. My dad is a very kind person & had to suffer, life's just not fair.

People said my dad is in a better place that i should let him go.. I will be strong, coz I'm my dad's daughter. I will not cry, I promise, I will take good care of my family & fulfill my dad's wishes. I know he will always look at me & he would want me to be happy. I'm happy to know he is not in pain anymore. Telling him i'm ok so he can rest peacefully.

The last word for my dad, "Dad, you are always my greatest dad, loving me and wanting the best for me, and i will see you again, in a better and most beautiful place."